NO SKY IS TOO HIGH TILL THE TIME YOU WANNA FLY!!

This being my first post I would like to start it up with some real life instances which have always inspired me to move on in life . Not any human personality but me, my life, my attitude and its experience are the things which have much value in my life. While writing this i really wish that my experiences will help others too to analyse their life and be proud of it.



I truely believe that man learns from his own mistakes and mistakes can be of any kind. In my life also,at times i do feel that i have done some mistakes which have brought steep turns into my life. Turns or i should say huge difference in my life. But constant learning from these mistakes keep me going on and on and on in life. As a conclusion today i believe that no sky is too high till the time you wanna fly!!!



I remember the first time after school i wanted to be in some very good, popular or u may say north campus college. For the same i appeared for ECA trials (admission through extra curricular activities, in my case dramatics). I remember going to each college and performing my piece and answering their stupid questions(from my point of view not from their point of view) was not an easy job. My search ended at maitreyi college from where i did my graduation but very few people know that before coming to maitreyi i was among the second last finalists at players (kirorimal dramatic society...god for campus theatre people). Like others even i was enthusiastic about the trial rounds. For me being among second last finalists at players was a proud feeling , just before the moment when the last round took place.And all fun moments turned into an incident. It was an improvisation round and though i know i did well in it from my side somewhere i got the hint that it was not up to the mark... and in another few minutes i was told that i was out of the long run. It was difficult for me to cope up with the decision as i knew i was capable of much more but i satisfied myself.I compromised for the very first time in my life. Though actually it was not a compromise but an opportunity knocking at my .But it was my perception to take it as a compromise then.



For another 4 days i was not able to sleep thinking my last impovisation could have been much better and today i am out just because i didnt used my 100% imagination and creativity.



Later when i joined maitreyi i experienced completely different siutation as i was thinking before joining.There i knew most of my seniors even before joining the college just because of dramatics; everyone there was so friendly. I was exploring my new life during the span..my first year went as if i lived my entire life. Everything was so very perfect. I participated in miss english hons and unknowingly turned out to be the winner.Then came miss maitreyi and here again two fun loving friends and future love birds came out with flying colours. Me and my friend rohini who became my lifeline in coming .we were then the runner ups of the Ms. maitreyi crown.



During next two years with the support of friends, family and society members i was able to achieve a place for myself. i became vice president of dramsoc 2006-07 and president 2007-08. bewtween the period of being the president of dramatics club i learnt a lot. My mistakes became my own teacher and i decided to be a good learner. though i tried to do most of the exploration work as the president. wanted to give maximum knowlege and exposure to the team. i believing in myself for the very first time in abhivyakti's history took a risky step. I decided to perform outside delhi without the info to the principal. the name is not mentioned so as to maintain the decorum of d society and the college.For me that was a proud decision i made till date as we won many prizes and reputation there.



But all my strength got misplaced when my own people didnt understand me and took me for granted. at that time their focus of attention was changed they were interested in their fun inspite of me being in trouble. believe me taking a girls group out of station is not an easy job again that too when you move out without permision but i did.



At that time all these decisions, prizes , dramatics were life real thing to me just before these all became barrier for in my future. in final year i put in all my effort into all the things including studies..mind it... but when the result was out i was not able to be at a place where i had seen myself all years along.



I wanted to be in nsd but politics and lack of number of attempts made lolz...stopped me from being there. later i got through jamia mcrc but a here and there in numbers decided my destiny.



I could not join even there. all my hopes seemed to be shattered but so many incidents in my life have now made me strong enough to deal with them. till date the past hurts but i know my capability and hardluck destiny which provokes me to stand high so that the sky dont have any option to be the limit but to raise himself much high...



So believe in urself...destiny can b very harsh but at the end watever happens happens for the best...nothing can be better than that. just wat u need is a high sky and a will to fly high!!