WHAT DO I WANT ???

What do I want??? This question came in mind when i saw a shot in a movie THE WOMEN. What is it that i actually want to do? A very simple question that anyone would like to answer for themselves. I actually sat for sometime to think about it and it took me hours and days to answer that to myself. There were so many things i actually wanted to do.


As i have mentioned earlier that i was into theatre big time,even appeared for nsd and was a scholarship holder in theatre for some years, these days i was missing theatre in amity. Its not that people here are not passionate nor that they don't work for theatre but its just that here the way of working was a bit different from what DU theatre has taught me. So first thing that came to mind in want to do list was to again revive what i used to do,i used to enjoy. In between these months i lost myself somewhere...this was the answer i got when i questioned myself. And i decided to start with it again. I therefore decided to just get back to myself. See some theatre as i used to do, work passionately in bigul(our group) so that others feel passionate about it, try out doing some theatre in college just like the way i would like to see theatre being performed.

Next thing that came to my mind was to express myself. And here i am trying to express myself. Yes! i thought of writing up the posts on blog.

Then came friends..with whom we feel free and comfortable. Your energy capsules. Believe me just spent little quality time with your friends and you'l find a great sign of relief. Thats what i experienced.

And then what i learnt very newly...Rule of thumb "Dont think.just do what you want to do" thinking is such a waste of time, if you want to do something then actually go for it. Always believe in yourself. Every failure will turn out to be a success for you.

After questioning myself this simple question i got so many answers. Now again i have a passionate,energetic feeling within me to sing,to,dance,to perform and to revive the time cycle. The answers i was looking for were within myself and i was searching for them in the outer world.

At times its important for you to question yourself and spend time with yourself and things will start falling on place. So " what do you want ?" Just think about it!

Inaugural post...year 2009

Hi...Wishing every one a very Happy New Year and a simple sorry for not writing any post throughout these months. But I have a reason for that i wanted to write something good over here but everytime i used to update my blog something used to be there which used to upset me. Like mumbai blasts, that was a depressing incident within itself. then examz you see another depressing thing occured to me in the meanwhile and then finally new year...so depressing celebration , like watching a movie on computer on 31st dec night can b so exciting you can think of it very well. Anyhow the movie worked for me lolz.... and today finally felt actually happy so thought of continuing the gud work... so keep looking for posts cause i'l try to keep on writing some.

Be happy and enjoy every ting of life thats what i look forward for myself and wish for others too. Keep smiling always and commenting too. ;)